Unfinished apple on tray

 

That time, I had a lot of unfinished work, like this. I destroyed most of them.

I started the drawing, because I loved the scene, and want to eternalize how beautiful these fruits are.

But then, I stopped and destroyed, while I was crying. I questioned always: but why, why to do these works? Who care this at all? So it was a hard period. But I always decided, that I want to do this. Even if nobody cares. Because I love drawing. I love light and shadow, those curves, the reflexions... and everything.